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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-11-16T23:39:22.783416Z
I will take what life gives to me. Everytime I see him I look like a stupid in love anime. I can not stop waching every little thing he does, with his mouth, eyes, hands. I can Imagine next to him my whole life, we fix together, we look great together. We both are fucking damged too. People hurt us so much that now we don't trust in anybody. We dont believe in love although we love each other. We say "I don't believe in relationships" we are scared of being harm again so we are afraid to say "girlfriend or boyfriend" so we say "friends", we lie to ourself by repeating "I m not in love" and time to time we say "I love you so much"... And after that we set up rules like "not to show love like a couple in public". Why we lie to ourself...by saying we are just friends when we want to say "she is my girl or he is my boy". Why we are afraid about accepting that maybe we are in love...or in process. Why we are so stupids ..... I feel so cool when I am with him, I like to see him when he is sleeping 🥰 with his german blonde hair ..he looks like an angel... Suddenly I don't care about cooking him or anything. If he is feeling sad, I feel sad for him, is someone hurts me I go crazy... I became into a super funny girl next to him... 😱... I don't know. I know he is living spain.... Soon. I am not sad, I am happy for him..really I am. So I just want to enjoy of him before he leaves... Maybe someday we can be something else, or maybe not.. but I am sure I will be his friends forever.
Date: 2021-07-12T20:28:38.920201Z
I woke up to a loud and annoying sound. I turned over to turn off the loud that was waking me up 6:30 in the morning telling me to wake my butt up and get ready for my first day at school . So i got up and brushed my teach and got dresses I did my hair,when i was walking out the door I looked at the kitchen and thought to myself "hmm should i eat to today? Nah im good ill last till dinner'' I said to myself . I walked out the door and crossed my fingers that no one would try to start up a conversation with me , when i got to the buss stop there were about 7 kids there that looked like they did not get enough sleep or just looked miserable. There was one boy that i saw that was my neighbour I never talked to him but i did the occasional wave and smile but thats was all i really knew . I put in my airpods and watched some videos on my phone, while i was watching videos i felt a top on my shoulder so i turned to be met with a boy with shoulder length curly hair and dark brown hair and nice brown hair and perfect teeth. ''Hey''the boy said ''Hi'' i said " your my neighbor right" he said with a friendly smile ''yes , yes i am " i said "well im Ash , Ash Creeks " he said holding out a hand for me to shake ''Im Y/N " i said while shaking his hand ''well iassume your new to our school because i never seem you around so want me to show you around ?'' he asked ''sure'' i said with a small smile creeping on my face cause nobody has been this nice to me in a long time . Ash talked a lot I didn't mind cause he was entertaining and i even laughed a couple times from the stories he was telling .Then he said "When the bus gets here and takes us to school i want to introduce to some of my friends '' i really did not want him to do that because i'm not really a people person but i said okay anyways cause i did not want to come of rude and what was the harm in meeting a couple new people ?
Date: 2020-04-02T04:19:42.762341Z
Hope is a funny thing isn't it? How high it can soar. How quickly it can consume. How boundless it can feel. And in the next turn, how easily it can be extinguished. How utterly it can be lost. How fragile it is however tight our grip on it. Hope is rather a certain kind of magic. It's there when you surrender to it and hard to imagine when you don't. Hope is trust. It is having the conviction to wish things to be ways they have no reason to be. Hope is unfathomable and at the same time, in this world, somehow always running lower than required. But maybe we've all done ourselves a disservice by allowing it to be optional. By allowing it to come and go. To be fickle with it. To be hopeful when it suits us and cynical when it doesn't. Now seems the perfect time to change that though. Now seems the perfect time to hope above hope. Now seems the perfect time for nothing else but to hope. There's only so much fear and anxiety we can carry. There's only so much standing on the edge we can withstand. Hope is relief. Hope is wings. It's ours for the taking. It's ours free of charge. So store it up. It's okay to hoard it. It's okay to take more than we need. It's okay to be greedy about it because when we have it it doesn't matter what the outcome is. It doesn't matter how it ends. The peace it offers can't be negated by disappointment. The protection isn't lost if we take a hit. It isn't revoked. It isn't taken only to be ransomed back to us. It is ours. It's all of ours. Hope is the gift that stops reality from anchoring us to sadness and despair. Hope is grace in our hearts. Hope is positivity in our marrow. Hope is the broken bone that heals stronger than before. Hope is priceless. We can't spend it or trade it, we can only share it. Share it as much and as often as possible. That's more essential than ever. We're all so afraid of spreading something harmful to each other when we have the equal opportunity to spread something more powerful and so much more necessary. Hope can sustain us through all this uncertainty. It's a hand we can hold. It's a hug. A shoulder to lean on. A kiss on the cheek. It's a companion when loneliness settles in. It's the light at the end of the tunnel. The brightest of lights... because when you live in hope you can't ever know true darkness. So I'm letting go of worry the best I can. No more nervousness. No more sleepless nights. There's too much good left to just give up. Life will happen as it happens as it has always happened. I have to love it anyway. I have to. Whatever is in it to love. Whether there seems to be less or I'm made to look a little harder then that only gives hope an extra hand on its way. Let us all continue to give hope that extra hand. Passing it through words and works. By considering and checking on each other. By thoughts and prayers. By hoping and hoping and nothing else. Because it doesn't matter if it's only a certain kind of magic. Or if it can't erase every single bad thing. Hope's still THE something to make all this feel... less. And, my god, whatever we may want right now that's really the only thing we need.