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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-07-10T01:05:39.571687Z
Funny how certain memories of your life are burned into your brain. The look on her face...the frustration and anger..and then finally that quick smile that says everything is ok...back to normal. So we sat on the beach...missed breakfast and talked things out. She told me about her dad leaving her mom. I told her about my dad not talking to me. She told me about her love of music and I told her about the song i just wrote...it was peaceful and sweet. And we decided right then and there, we would always be friends. It was hard saying goodbye to everyone when I left for Bible College. Niki cried so hard and clung to me promising to write me every month and not to forget her. I promised that I would write as much as I could. So every quarter I would send back my grades to my Pastor and he would post them for my church to continue praying for me. And every month I got a letter from Niki. Even after I finished Bible School and started working as a Youth Pastor in another church...I would still get those letters. She told me about everything that was going on back home and I would tell her about all the exciting things God was teaching me. She always ended her letters with...When are you coming home? I just didn't have the heart to tell her I had no plans of ever going back. Until May of 1991...dad got sick and I was needed back home. I thought it would just be for a few months...man was I wrong.
Date: 2020-06-16T10:01:34.672192Z
2020 will go down as the year that finally showed capitalism doesn’t give a shit about us. My county is reopening the economy like the virus isn’t still ravaging the lives of predominantly low income people of color. White neighborhoods defy mask orders like it’s their patriotic right to refuse to be slightly inconvenienced. My unemployed family members wonder if going back to work is worth risking their lives for a paltry check because our labor is deemed “essential” but still “unskilled.” The dystopia is now for us poor folks. The dystopia is coming for those that think the virus isn’t real. And the dystopia has been here for the Black community who has finally reached their breaking point. Hope and nihilism are waging a battle within me, and I honestly don’t know who to root for.
Date: 2020-06-28T07:46:41.780231Z
I don't know what to call myself anymore all I know is that I'm human and in love with space that means almost everything that I appreciate. But I wanna share with you when did all this my first love story started. My very first pride love story that actually happened. Well, it's not the first infatuation towards girls because that all started to happen earlier, in my elementary school days. But nothing flourished because my courage isn't awakened by that time because maybe I'm still young. When I was somehow on the verge of losing my first ever boyfriend, someone, a stranger showed herself. She's my older sister batchmate in college that means she's three years older than me. Yet we have a comment friend, which is my elementary seatmate back in grade 5 and 6. We managed to meet again at the university, that time we're not as close as before but she managed to get my number. I believed she wanted us to spend some catching up time but that's not all. What she did is that she gave my number to her friend Samantha, because Samantha requested that of her. I never saw it that way though, because there are some moments that I saw them talking starting in my direction in school. I never could imagine she would be interested in me as I am surprised, I made someone actually have an interest in me and to my defense, I have a boyfriend by that time but he's always a no show. He didn't manage to explain his side not responding to my messages anymore. But Samantha, she's my rescue. At first, I thought she would be this chick who would probably make me see that my bf is a douche bag and doesn't deserve my attention but she never made me feel that way. She somehow made me realize to see things differently, like to understand, question why my bf is suddenly unresponsive. Because of that, it started to show, the reason why we have different religious beliefs. That time I'm studying in a medical field and stress doesn't break up with me but apparently, she is always been there for me, even just in exchanging conversations through text messaging she always makes me laugh. You may never believe it but, I never had this type of connection with anyone. I never had a best friend before so the thought of her being one is on the table. But as the months pass by our relationship started to flourish in a way I didn't realize to be possible. We have been pretty close, I visit her after her class, she accompanies me to mine, we spend some time in the canteen with her friends. We exchange stories, mostly funny ones. I also attended some of her competitions cause she's good with bartending. The feeling of being taken care of greeted good mornings until the evenings, before sleeping, during the class. It is becoming natural for us. The thing is I do question our status sometimes. For how many months of being there for each other, one fine day came that she been practically been waiting to come. The day when she clears things off and managed to open her intentions towards me. The day that she made me speechless, overthinking as well as damn curious. But the feeling is, mutual. It always has been from the very first time that we caught each other's gaze. It's a collection of beautiful feelings that can never be erased or replaced. Almost a decade ago that happened and I thank the stars that happened. She always likes stars and she will forever be my favorite, she's my Orion's Belt.