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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2023-02-03T03:17:36.999810Z
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Date: 2019-07-19T01:46:33.984488Z
You think I wouldn’t notice that you cut our conversations short now. You think I wouldn’t notice that they have gotten superficial; that they’re no longer filled with rich details about your life. You think I wouldn’t notice you stopped answering questions about yourself. You think I wouldn’t notice you ignoring me until you needed something. You think I wouldn’t notice that you stopped sharing your dreams with me. You think I wouldn’t notice that you stopped seeking genuine interest in me. You think I wouldn’t notice that all of this began when I confessed how I truly felt about you. You think I wouldn’t notice you pulling away. I’m stupid. Yeah, I’m the stupid one here. I should have seen this coming...and I’m the one to blame, not you. I wonder if you would notice my absence. (Image cr: Melanie Taylor) https://www.123rf.com/profile_velusariot
Date: 2025-12-28T05:26:49.559812Z
He is a full-fledge adult. So much so that today, the morning of his 21st birthday, he went out and bought two handguns and about 200 rounds of ammo. I’m not thrilled that he did that, but I can’t say a word about it because I bought my first and probably only handgun not that long ago. I knew he would buy one. I just didn’t expect it to be today or two of them. That was his morning. This afternoon my wife picked him and his gf up and brought them to the house. They had decided not to drive today because they didn’t know what shenanigans might occur. Sharing drinks at mom’s house was the beginning. My daughter brought over a whisky for everyone to sample. My son had two or three shots of that. He had a bottle or two of some Smirnoff beverage that they had brought with them. He then had a shot or two of Bailey’s. He left a happy camper. We don’t really drink and we certainly don’t drink with our kids, but he is 21 now and my daughter is 36. I think it’s fine. I did not lecture him on drinking too much. It is likely that he will drink too much probably more than once in his life. Over the years we also discussed abuse and addiction of substances. He knows that it can destroy lives. We have several family members on both sides as examples. I told him I would be available to pick him up anytime anywhere if he ever finds himself needing a ride. No drinking and driving has been discussed for years in our house. We also talked about H2O and the importance of drinking a lot of water – 1 glass for every drink to avoid a hangover. Hopefully he will remember both topics. Everyone stayed for about 3-4 hours. It was lovely having everyone together enjoying the company. It was the perfect celebration! Tonight, the house is quiet. The lit decorations are off along with the other lights. My wife is in bed, the dogs curled up under blankets. The tv is on with the volume set to a low murmur. It’s peaceful. I’m in the office with a lone lamp on the desk casting a shadow across the room. I have tapped out my to-do list for the next week. Though it is pretty full it is mostly light work and items that can easily be moved anywhere. I am tired. I have no doubt most things will be moved around for a while. I am happy tonight. I could even say thrilled. The holidays were wonderful. I think it has been that way for everyone. I am thrilled! It really could not have been any better. My son continues to let me track him via his phone. He is safely at home at 9:00pm. My daughter rode her bike the 15 miles to her home and texted me that she made it safely. Everything is all right with my family. I have worked really hard to make everything as perfect as I could before Thanksgiving. For the most part I have done EVERYTHING. I’m not complaining. I am just noting that all of the effort and stress (most of it good) have exhausted me. In the next several days I need to undecorate both the birthday, but especially Christmas decor. It’s more work. No rest for the weary. I will know more tomorrow, but tonight I am feeling really enthusiastic about how well everything went, about getting my house back in order, balancing my budget and forecasting for 2026… lots of things. I have some hand pie molds I want to try out and some strength exercise videos I want to find. I have more decorations I want to make in both the spare room and the office. So many things I want to do. I hope all of this energy and excitement is just me riding the wave from the past weeks’ worth of activities. I haven’t felt this way in a very long time. Honestly, I don’t think it is mania rearing it’s ugly head. I am on a lot of meds that help keep that monster at bay. However, the new med can cause it. It was a calculated gamble that I chose I do think I am fine. Like I said, I’ll know more tomorrow and Monday. Alright, I am not tired, but I think I will wrap this up. I probably have more to say but my mind is doing cartwheels right now and I can’t pin it down on any one thing. Asleep: ? / meds @ 8:00