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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2025-09-18T04:17:53.817806Z
My wife has been off work for 11 weeks. Today workers comp finally approved all the details for her surgery. Her surgery date is not until 10/31 - 6 weeks away. The earliest she will be back to work is the first week of Feb. 2026. That will be 6 months off work if my counting is correct. That is so long time. Thankfully there is such a thing as workers comp. I don't know what we would do without it. She is in so much pain night and day. She is managing well and rarely complains. I don't know how she does it. I truly am amazed by her all the time. I heard Jimmy Kimmel was indefinetly suspended today for what he said about the Charlie Kirk shooter. All he said was that the kid was MAGA, really nothing else. The government doesn't know for fact that he is or is not. Besides, it's a comedians intro. Each and everyday I become more afraid. Nobody is safe. I told my wife that my line in the sand is when they start rounding up those with a mental illness. That is when it will be time to leave. If that happens I just hope it doesn't until she has completely recovered. Things are happening so quickly that it may not be that far off in the future. We can't leave until she is recovered. I didn't do anything with my Go Case today. I'm too tired to do any research tonight. Maybe tomorrow, but certainly within the next several days. I also have not learned to clean my gun yet. That also needs to happen in the next few days. I have been meaning to do it for months, but I keep putting it off. I know the first reason is that once I have disassembled, cleaned, and put it back together I will be one step closer to holding it and pointing it at another human being. It's the last thing I want to do, but it was the whole purpose of buying it. I really don't want to kill anyone. The second reason is that I awill be one step closer to being shot and killed myself. I can just about guarantee that between me and a "bad guy" I would be the one to lose the fight. I have great aim, but there is more to it than aiming and pulling the trigger. But the fact is, I am going to do my best to survive all the insanity that may be coming and I will protect my family. That may mean that I will arm myself if it comes to that. The first step is to clean the darn thing. I am a little troubled that more people aren't distraught or at least concerned by what is happening. Things are bad. Things are really bad. They are getting noticeably worse by the day. I feel like I am the one that must be crazy because I feel like I am the only one worried, but I know I am not. I wish everyone would just open their eyes - look, listen, and process the dismantling of America. People might not be in any position to do much, but they can do something. Educating themselves, stock up on emergency food and water for 3-6 months (FEMA recommendation,) and just general emergency preparedness for natural disasters is important. Even having just beans, rice, and water for a month is better than nothing. If everyone just got in the habit of keeping at least 1/2 tank of gas in their car they would at least beable to move to higher ground, so to speak. Security is making sure all important documents are in an easy to grab place. We would all be in a better positions if people started paying attention to what is happening in our country. I think many get all their news from one source. Major news media outlets are no long reliable - most have been compromised. I wish - God I wish so much - that people would listen and read from several sources - look at the major media, but consider podcasts, substack, youtube, etc. And for Pete's sake, Fox News is not a news organization. It's classified as entertainment. I, however, do not find it entertaining especially when a Fox hosts suggest we just kill the mentally ill. The video is here: https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-politics/brian-kilmeade-fox-news-host-kill-homeless-b2826035.html I feel a little alone even though I know some are aware of the changes, but my world is small so I can't honestly say that most everyone is not paying attention. What I feel is that so many people are afraid to look. Maybe people don't know what to believe. Maybe people don't know what to do so they throw their hands in the air and close their eyes. We all have to do something. We don't know what is going to happen next, but I bet it's something we didn't see coming. What I can do for my family is stock up on food and water. I will have my documents ready soon. I have sleeping bags ready to throw in the car. I will be buying my pet carriers soon. I am still trying to figure out the rest of it. It might be that leaving the country is not an option. It might be a "head for the hills" type of situation (gas in the tank) - passports won't be worth a damn if the borders are closed. I wish this was all just a nightmare, but it isn't. Asleep 11 / meds @ 8:00
Date: 2019-12-24T06:08:19.074406Z
What a year is has been! In 2018 I lost my grandma, she got really sick and sadly she passed away on June. At the end of 2018 I really thought that it was my worst year ever, but I was not ready for 2019 and all the things that happened to me this year! I mean I have great memories, really good ones, because I have to be fair, I have an amazing travel with my family, have good days, have an amazing birthday. But the bad things were bad too. The pain that I experienced when my grandma died was nothing compared with the depression that I got early this year, I didn’t know that I could get sad for her passing away months later, that was so rough, then my mom got sick, have one surgery in the middle of me trying to graduated, with lots of things to do plus taking care of my mom was a lot, then more bad news then good news then bad news again, my sister got a surgery then my mom got another surgery! So many surgeries for me! Because I was the one taking care of them! I don’t know where I find the strength not only to take care of them but to deal with my own emotions plus being strong outside because my dad needed me to be okay so he wouldn’t break down. It was a rough year, it might haven’t been the best, but if I have to see the bright side of it I have to say I am more strong than ever I feel like I can with everything. I did the best that I can to deal with everything this year but I am looking forward for the future and hopefully it gets better and better.
Date: 2019-06-20T07:27:10.018963Z
I am forever indecisive so things like booking travel accomodation is the worst because there are just too many options. I want the choice but I also don't want the choice, if you know what I mean. This results in me usually picking the first place I see or trust in random recommendations I pick up somewhere. This brings me to a special lady I encountered when travelling in Georgia (the country, not the US state). I knew I'd stay in a small town in the west of the country for a short while (that's where the airport is) and ended up picking my guest house based on a blog post listing "The 29 best guest houses in Georgia". The very brief description of the place and the owner sounded nice and the place was super cheap so why not? Except I have been misled by such things before so I kept me expectation low. Arriving at my guest house I was welcomed by a tiny woman, maybe in her 70s. Leila. She was super surprised that I was travelling on my own but then immediately grabbed my arm in an assuring manner and said: "No, that's no problem. You are fine here" It was a real mother's/grandmother's touch and set the tone for my stay. The guesthouse is located a short walk from the small town centre and Leila runs this pretty much entirely on her o. She is up from early morning till late at night, making breakfast, cleaning rooms, doing admin, staying up late to let guests back in to the house and welcome late arrivals (and when I say late I mean like 1 AM or so) and so on. Yet she always greets you with a smile, and really tries to help you with questions or if you need help with anything. She brought me breakfast to my room one morning because the breakfast room was full and then kept reappearing with more things for me too eat. She tried to organise me a driver for my usual last minute plans and she asked me every day what I had got up to that day. Her personality and hospitality aside, her guest house is amazing. I had a HUGE high-ceilinged room with it's own private bathroom and it cost pretty much peanuts. PEANUTS. I wouldn't even get a bed in a 12 bed hostel dorm room for this price where I Iive. I left her place after two nights to continue my travel with repeated thanks and a hug from her and she was genuinely concerned about my well-being because I didn't have time to eat breakfast that morning hahaha. I promised to be be back next time I visit the area and I will go out of my way to do so because this tiny lady deserves it all. While I feel quite bad that she still has to toil so hard at her higher age (she told me one day she was tired and wanted to sit down to rest) I am still glad she has this source of income and it warms my heart how much pride she takes in it and how much effort she puts in to look after her guests, yet still charges so little for it all. It is equally parts heartwarming and heart-breaking but I will remember this woman and her amazing attitude and place in this little town until I return and a long time beyond that as well. Kindness and effort go a long way and this resolute power house of a woman is a testament to that. Here's to Leila!