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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2021-09-26T00:14:30.920172Z
I dream that you come at night to kiss me goodnight I dream that you are mine for the rest of my life And that when I wake up your kisses calm me down. I see your smile and I hear your voice calling to me I open my eyes and it just shows me The cruelty that you’re not here It hurts so much not to have you It hurts so much that it's a dream I wish you would see me as I see you That you love me and feel this desire To have you inside of me And feel the strength of your fire as it runs through me and take me higher I want you to do it to me in an unreal way That you fill me with your love As we sweat to the rhythm of the song That makes me forget the moment when I wake up And you won't be by my side no more. It is not easy to see the loneliness that the night has left Where only in my dreams is that you are here Where I can only let loose freely If only they knew what I think of you, what I want from you What I wish to do to you, you would be surprised to know How I just want to liberate The passion that your eyes reflect on me You are mine at night when everything is quiet And just then I release the imagination and my body take control of you I want you to do it to me in an unreal way That you fill me with your love As we sweat to the rhythm of the song That makes me forget the moment when I wake up and you won't be by my side no more.
Date: 2023-04-14T19:19:34.287529Z
Chapter Five: Gyorg (Part 1 of 2) The rest of the rooms held similar challenges. Mori identified the additional enemies she encountered as Bari, White Wolfos, Ice Chu, Pengators, and Bokoblins. Though each challenge got harder and harder, Lila got bored quickly. To make matters worse, she had to keep running around the castle flipping switches so the water level would be just right. The only thing that made it worth her trouble was the money. Well, and the fact that Lady Ganondra had sent her on the mission. If it weren't for her, she would have turned around and left. Once they had collected the four keys–which all looked the same–Mori and Lila stood in front of the giant door with the lock. She placed each key in the holes. The lock undid itself and dropped to the floor, landing on Lila's toes. "Ow!" she shouted, hopping on one foot. "Quit complaining. At least you have feet," Mori chided. "That's just stupid," Lila said, ignoring the pain. "Let's go. I hope there's some sort of boss battle ahead." "What's a boss battle?" Lila shrugged. "I dunno, but it sounds cool." Without waiting any longer, Lila pushed the heavy door open. It led to dark stairs leading down, which she entered without hesitating. At the end of the stairs, her eyes started adjusting to the dim light. Once again, the light seemed to come from the walls themselves, but they were so far away, they couldn't light up the whole room. The room was so large, it seemed to be the size of the entire castle. She was standing on a balcony, which ran around the edge of the room, just like the entrance to the castle. In the center was a giant pool of water. Something was glowing deep in the middle. Lila stepped to the edge of the pool to get a better look, and the door slammed closed behind her. "Not again!" Mori whined. "Why does this keep happening?" Lila answered, "Obviously it means something important is in here. Maybe it's the chainmail." "But where is it?" "Can't you sense it?" Mori thought for a moment. "Wait, yes I can. It's in the water, where the light is coming from." Lila sighed. "I don't want to have to go swimming in that freezing water anymore. You go get it." "What? Me? How am I supposed to get it?" "I dunno," she sighed again and sat on the edge of the balcony, her legs crossed. She touched the water with her fingertips, sending light ripples through the pool. Just a touch sent shivers down her spine. "Yeah, I'm not going in there again." The ripples in the center of the pool were getting bigger. Lila looked up, hearing a rumbling sound. The light was growing closer, brighter, and larger. It came toward the surface at an amazing speed. "What's that?" Lila wondered, backing away.
Date: 2021-09-06T05:56:22.601295Z
I dream the same dream every night. I dream that I am falling... Darkness is all around me, blocking out every sound. And I feel like I fall forever. I fall faster and longer and deeper. My heart drops. My mind plays back all my favorite memories. I see my family, my friends, my childhood. My arms flail, and my hair tangles in the air. And I keep falling until my memories are gone. Until I'm back in the present and my mind goes blank. Then I stop falling. The impact comes fast and hard as I strike the ground. My legs snap. The air is knocked out of my lungs. My head strikes the ground, and my vision blurs. My skull smashes against the ground creating a bloody mess. And then I die... It’s always peaceful when I die. Almost as if I were sleeping happily. I have no pain or worries. No fear. It’s beautiful, really. I'm dead but no longer falling. In death, there is always the ground beneath me. Always the sky above. If it rains, I do not feel the cold. If it shines, my eyes are not blinded by the light. I will never be afraid again. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. When I wake up from my dream, I lay in bed with my eyes closed. I regret the life that was given back to me. Things were better in death. I was at peace. Wakefulness brings worry, pain, and misery. All the things that I long to live without. And again, I start to fall. I fall from the moment I open my eyes till the moment I fall back asleep. Till I'm dreaming again. I fall until I'm sick to my stomach. I fall until I long for the end. I fall until I hit the ground. Until I meet my death. My happiness. I fall into the most peaceful moments of my existence, and I wonder…. Is this what death is really like? Does the end hold the promise of peace and security that I'm missing in life? And I hold on to this moment. This perfect bliss. I hold on so tight that I feel myself slipping away from the dawn. I hold on until I'm certain that my heart has stopped. I hold on until my chest stops moving and my vision goes black. I hold on until I can’t even remember the people I love. I hold on. And it's scary, but it will be all I’ve ever wanted. It will be death, a perfect bliss.