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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T16:40:17.721211Z
Folly of entertaining strife 2 Jess: I hope Gwen catches a break, I can’t believe she gets bullied by a whole group of people online. On a school trip Ms Hatch: Can you two go together please…thank you Megan: You’re the new girl? Jess: Yep that’s me; so I’m assuming you’re going to bring Gwen up to speed. Megan: How do you know Gwen? Jess: Oh well I actually met her on my first day, she showed me around. Megan: Oh ok, well, no I don’t really need to bring Gwen up to speed because I’m not working with her anymore; as I have to play the lead for the school play. Jess: Wait, I thought that was actually Gwen herself. Megan: Umm yeah look between you and me, Gwen’s kind of an amateur. Her singing kinda cracked everyone up, I don’t think that parts for her tbh. Jess: ….okay. At School Megan: That new girl is talking with Sally; I wonder what they’re saying; I won’t ease drop though, I’ll try to respect their privacy. Sally walks off crying Jess: No Sally wait I didn’t mean it like that. Megan: What the heck did she say to her??? If she doesn’t have anything nice to say then don’t say anything. Jess: She just gave me a dirty look; it must be because she thinks I was being mean to Sally; but then again who is she to judge when she was talking down on Gwen. Next day after school in detention; a few kids are together including Megan and Jess. Megan: Hey the teachers gone, shall we go. Only 10 minutes left, probably take this with us aswell. Jess: Are you sure you might get caught? Megan: I think I’ll risk it, besides its just one bag, it’s been in lost and found for weeks. Jess: You shouldn’t steal anything Megan: I guess so but oh well. TWO DAYS LATER A demon talks to a jealous girl named Delilah and gives her an idea Delilah: yeah, I overheard her telling Mr Harvey how you stole a bottle of milk from the canteen kitchen Megan: What the heck that’s ridiculous what’s her problem; does she have something against people or what. Half an hour later Delilah: yeah she said that you’re super stuck up and judgemental. Jess: After calling me a bitch? Delilah: Yeah, did you two get in argument or something? Like what happened. Jess: ……thanks Dee. Jess: What’s her problem she hardly knows me; she’s the one that was acting stuck up not me. At the park on sports day Stephanie: Good job. Derrick: thanks; next is the double duo piggy back challenge. Stephanie you’re kinda’ small; shall I piggy back you. Stephanie: whatever Derrick. Derrick: so then that leaves you two. Jess: Let’s get this over with then. Megan: you know what why don’t I cut the bullshit; why did you lie on me and say that I stole milk. Jess: oh so that’s what we’re doing; making stuff up on the spot. Megan: Don’t act like you haven’t been bitchy; and don’t be fake. Jess: Me really?; like you’re one to talk; talking down on Gwen. Megan: At least I don’t make people cry Jess: At least I didn’t intend to say anything mean; calling me a bitch, saying I’m stuck up calling Gwen an amateur. You’re the one who’s acting stuck up; not me. You talk about people and say mean things but then give people dirty looks when they make a mistake. Megan: Let’s not forget about you, lying on me, saying mean things to Sally; plus you’re accusing me of calling you a bitch. Jess: You’re the one that’s accusing me of stuff. Megan: Whatever… Jess: Screw this…. The two girls walk off in different directions Stephanie: Woah, what just happened!!!??? Derrick: Don’t ask me. Jesus appears to both Jess and Megan Megan: You’re Jesus? Jesus: Yes I am daughter Jesus: Your feud with Jess is a big misunderstanding; she not what you think she is Megan: What do you mean? Jesus: Take a look Jesus: She didn’t say anything mean to Sally as you can see; you just simply assumed that, Jess even felt bad. Megan: Why did she say that stuff about me? Jesus shows Megan Delilah’s true colours and shows her that she was lying to her. Jesus: There you have it; this girl Delilah is demon possessed by the spirit of jealousy; she is not to be trusted; that is why she lied on Jess like that. MEANWHILE Jess: You’re Jesus? Jesus: Yes I am daughter Jesus: Your feud with Megan is a big misunderstanding; she not what you think she is Jess: What do you mean? Jesus: Take a look Jesus: She didn’t mean to say harsh things about Gwen and wasn’t trying to talk down on her; you just assumed that, Megan had nothing against Gwen. Jess: Why did she say that stuff about me? Jesus shows Jess Delilah’s true colours and shows her that she was lying to her. Jesus: There you have it; this girl Delilah is demon possessed by the spirit of jealousy; she is not to be trusted; that is why she lied on Megan like that. Jesus shows them a vision of them fighting in the street with people filming it and then a man starts a mass shooting in the area killing them both and 5 other people. Jess: Omg Megan: What the heck Jesus: This is what would have happened if you two were to continue down this road. There is something else that I’ll show you Jesus: These two boys were in your situation before Jesus shows them the whole situation of Marlon and Declan; he explains that he could have shut it down if they had accepted him; and the reason he couldn’t go those two boys like he did them was because they rejected him. Megan: Damn Jess: Oh man Jesus: Those two had more chances than you two; now you see how serious this is. One last thing must be done Jesus: You both need to forgive each other and apologise Jess and Megan: I’m sorry.
Date: 2021-06-05T04:56:01.100797Z
At some point I think we all question our sexuality. More so when you have the hottest friends on earth and they become your closest persons. Since it's pride month I'll be sharing my personal journey on my sexuality up to this day. So, you know when you look back after all those years to the things you used to think or do and you think to yourself 'damn that was major LGBTQ vibes'. Well, That is how I often conclude my long walk down memory lane. I remember being a pre-school student and having a platonic friendship with both a girl and a boy who were cousins so they looked a lot a like ( I was 5,imagine wtf). Also,through primary school epochs I loved going to my dad's upper division classes to see the older girls he taught (he's a teacher) and to be spoiled by both the dudes and the girls since they all taught I was 'cute' around the age of 6(but who isn't). During primary school through std 1 to std 6 is where the struggle with self love begins or at least for me it goes way back to that point. Now I see it was the social impact that we all grew prisoners of, trying to force us into the norms of trying to compare yourself with other females and trying to 'attract the guys' because well, that was 'how it's supposed to be'. Ofcourse at first that mindset about being in a relationship wasn't there until a new student went into school and basically started to attract all the boys in the class. So I spent a lot of time trying to prove that I could have the guys fall for me just to feel I was pretty. Nevertheless I ignored the major crushes I had on the girls older than me at my school, and I did have a crush on one or two boys, my age and in my class. I used to be the teen who hated skirts more than anything so when it became a habit to wear jeans with a blue polo shirt since that was the school uniform color (blue) nobody even stopped me from doing so until graduation lol (that was so gay). So then I start highschool and again I'm chained by the societal norms of having a boyfriend because everybody had one. I dated 3 different guys through the four years of highschool one each form ofc I was never a cheater. During that period of time I barely used social media other than facebook and was more absorbed by the 'love' for my ex's, so much that my delusional self boxed my feelings towards girls and I never gave so much taught into the topic, also you barely heard about the LGBTQ community. (Will continue my life story in another chapter lol)
Date: 2019-06-12T19:26:40.257530Z
It’s sucks when life slaps you on the face making you realize something you didn’t even imagine was out there. Yes, it sucks, but sometimes, it’s completely necessary. Often, it’s the only way to make us open our eyes and change the course or our journey, the only way to make you hear what it’s been whispering to your ear all along. Will this do the trick? Not necessarily. It will all be up to us. On occasions, no matter who loud life screams at us or how hard it hits us, we still manage to avoid receiving the not so secret and riddle message it is trying to deliver. Yes, it will be all up to us. With each passing day, we decide the person we want to be, through the words we speak, through the thoughts we think, through the actions we take, through the lies or truths we live by, through the things we dare to listen and to the ones we cowardly ignore. I’ve had had a couple of days where life screams at you so loud and slaps you so hard it will be a fool game to ignore it. It sucked, but it was totally necessary. I’ve been so arrogant, so pride, and so self-centered, that I forgot all the blessing around me. I took them for granted. I forgot what a blessing it is to work on my terms and have time for those things that set my soul on fire. I forgot how lucky I am not to have to worry about the basic need. I took for granted the money I have earned. I’ve been self-centered and selfish. I’ve been immature and irresponsible, and I’ve been ignoring the consequences of it. I’ve been making some bad decisions. I’ve been lying to others and myself, forgetting my truths and getting ruled by my lies. I took my dream for granted. I took the love and support of the people that have been all along with me through thick and thin for granted. I’ve been arrogant to think that people have some kind of obligation to support my dream. I forgot all about humility, hard work, commitment, and positive energy. I forgot all about thankfulness. I have been disrespectful to the life I’m lucky enough to be living. I’ve been ungrateful. I’ve been ungrateful as hell. Life slapped me hard on the face and it sucked. But I’m thankful. I’m thankful I dared to listen. I’m thankful I chose to reflect in a time when not everything is lost, and I still get to turn this ship around. I’m thankful life is giving me a chance to do and be better. I’m thankful for the opportunity to grow and learn from these experiences. Will the feeling of the slap be enough? Am I a changed woman? Not even close. I still have to work on what led me to this in the first place; and even though acknowledgment is the first step to changing the pattern, I have a long way to go. In the last couple of days, I have felt a lot of things. I’ve felt stupid, silly, ashamed, angry with myself, doubtful, scared, sad, and some other things. But mostly, I feel thankful for the warm feeling of that outrageous, uncomfortable and immensely generous slap.