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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-07-29T20:55:31.584391Z
“MECHÓN”. This was a word that defined me for most of my life. I was born with a pink birthmark on my head which causes some of my hair to come out light blonde, almost white. I inherited this birthmark from my great uncle who was a public figure and known for founding the XEW Radio and Television network. His nickname was “El Tigre” (The Tiger) and his birthmark became his signature. When I was little everyone wanted to see “El Tigre’s birthmark” and I was constantly told how lucky I was to have it. My mother was especially proud of the birthmark because El Tigre was like a father to him growing up, so she loved showing it off. I know she meant well but somehow this created a big insecurity for me. I had this thing in my head, impossible to hide, that carried a whole story that wasn’t mine. It was “El Tigre’s birthmark”, not Ivana’s. Then came a different kind of insecurity because as I grew older, people thought it was highlights that I had purposely gotten done. A “punk-ish look”, which immediately caused judgement. Even in school one day, the headmaster called me in and said that highlights were NOT allowed and that I would not be allowed in school if I dyed my hair. Of course she felt terrible once my mother came in angry to explain the situation. Then came the era of Cruella De Vil, X-Men (Rogue) and then Anna from Frozen, who all had similar looking hair. I wasn’t bullied about it per say but the nicknames became tiring after a while, not to mention it made me feel like I was in a constant costume that I couldn’t take off. Once people would find out that it was natural, they LOVED it, but for them to find out required a whole process. From a young age I started wearing hats every single day so that people wouldn’t see it, then growing up I would spray it with brown spray sometimes, then when I became an actress I finally dyed it for the first time. It took about 6 hours of PITCH BLACK color and it still pretty much rinsed right off. As I grew older i started appreciating the things that make people different, special. In a world of billions of people, we should celebrate the traits that make us unique. And so I did. I decided to own it, to embrace it, to make it a conversation starter, and something to be remembered by. Today, I wear my birthmark openly and proudly. I learned to own it, to love it, to accept it as a part of me. People close to me celebrate it. Haters will always hate. ✌🏻
Date: 2019-07-10T01:31:55.128093Z
Coming back home was hard for me. I left a growing youth group ...a church family that loved me and appreciated me enough to pay a good salary...it really made me angry that I had to stop my life to take care of a man who I hadn't spoken to in years...but I did. My dad had just had open heart surgery. My mother was so overwhelmed and my kid sister was working so hard in her new job that there wasn't a lot of time left to help out. The house was falling apart...the medical bills were mounting...dad needed a lot of care and then my mom got sick...it was one of the strangest periods of my life. I had just turned 21 and after settling in and stablizing everything at home...my thoughts drifted to my church family. Walking back into my old church felt very different. I was older...it seemed smaller and now there were two congregations under the same roof. One Spanish...One English...two Pastors, but the Spanish one was an associate who worked closely with my Pastor. There was so much to get used to and so much had changed...especially Niki. She was no longer this 12 year old tomboy - she was a 17 year old stunning young woman. She had grown into her figure. Her hair was down to the middle of her back. She had curves and a sensual kind of swing like most Latin girls do and her legs...dear God... they were long and up to her neck. She had the whitest teeth I had ever seen and when she smiled it was like someone had kissed my eyes.
Date: 2021-04-09T13:16:03.288737Z
It happened this very night, around 8 pm. I seriously don't know, if I just wanted attention, get noticed or I really wanted to cut my wrist, end my life. The good thing is I didn't succeed, the bad thing is that grandma caught me and I have nowhere to hide the cutter. I got scolded, and all I said is "Please shut up, stop" and if she haven't stop I'll go much crazy. To leave the chaos I put my earphones on, and volumes to the extent. The thing is, after getting caught, I cried realizing what I did or I just cried because I have to. Like, covering it up. Afterwards, grandma had finished speaking and went out, I thought I'll have a slap with what I did, gladly I have not. I get a blank piece of paper, draw, got bored and held my phone again and type. My life's kinda messed up, and this is just an inch of what happened tonight. Sometimes I find myself, scary.