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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-12-10T08:22:25.225975Z
Alright, so maybe you don't care about my infidelities or my quest for saving that which is something we all share in common. Because you see in the world we always draw a pattern between people and between places. Yet we're not living in a dystopian or sci-fi book. We're living in something maybe worse. The destruction of our home for the search of materials. God knows that humans have reached to a point where we are lower than the animals. "We're not animals through, are we?" No, nah... Of course we're not; and yet why do we use that as an excuse to permit homosexuality. Why do we use it as a breakthrough from our deepest and fittest desires. You see animals look after the world better than humans. This time we've rejected the code. But more important we've rejected home. Global warming isn't a prediction. It is happening. We have to wake up to the fierce urgency of the now. Don't believe in global warming; maybe it's the biggest hoax in history? Well, let me ask you something...Do you believe in gravity? God, we are living on this planet as if we have another one to go to. Maybe we do; maybe we'll all die and then be reincarnated in some alien planet? Or maybe the aliens will come to us when we're alive, guilty and fresh in all our sins. Let me tell you that the day before I brushed to the discovery of ashes falling. When I'm walking to school there are ashes. We're basically living on a dying planet and we call this "progression." Well, the ignorant are ignorant of their ignorance. People need to stop financing denial of climate change. This is one of the biggest issues that humanity is facing and isn't just something that you can "like" on an author's page. I don't want you to be hopeful, to believe that someone riding on a white steed is going to come and save the day. I want you to panic and visualise that your house in on fire. Parents and teachers claim to love their children more than anyone else, yet why are we stealing their future right in front of their eyes. Change can be difficult, does it take everyone to plant a single tree to compensate for all the trees we demolished. Or maybe more seabins? No, not that... Okay then. No, wait let's do something mega. Let's get our political leaders to actually give a damn? "But they do care!" Well, do they? And I'm not distinguishing everyone as an individual but let's look at the mass. The world isn't dead because of people "like him and her," it's dead because of people like, "them and I." Change and then maybe one day we can all have just one perfect day...
Date: 2022-07-26T15:36:45.535841Z
To my home, Today my mom asked if I was excited to see you. I said yes, because of course I am always excited to see you. Although, this excitement felt a lot different than the old excitement. Not a bad different. Just a noticable difference. A more comfortable excitement. I came to the realization that seeing you feels like coming home. Nothing has ever felt as right as when I am with you. Back in high school, we had to write papers and paragraphs on what we would consider our home, our safe place. I never knew what to write, since I do have a house, but it never felt completely like home. I never felt unsafe, just like something was missing. It turns out that something was a someone. So, I guess I should thank you. For coming into my life. For really showing me what home is. It doesn’t have to be a place because where ever I am, as long as it’s with you, I am safe. I am whole. I am contently excited. Yours forever
Date: 2019-06-19T06:04:47.779914Z
Just me and 800 women... no, this is not THAT kind of story, get your mind out the gutter ;). Let me backtrack a little. Before I ever got involved in anything Gay Pride related I had experienced my first same-sex relationship, then break-up, heartbreak, the whole lot. Being out and proud at that time just wasn't something I thought about or had relevance to me. I wasn't purposely ignorant, I think I was just manoeuvring the dynamics of my first relationship ever at the time, and with a girl at that. So some time after the relationship had come and gone something in me got a bit curious. I lived close to probably the most gay-friendly city in my home country (Germany) at the time. I would usually buy this magazine listing events in that city for the upcoming month and I would always look at the Gay Club Nights or Lesbian Partys but then chicken out of going on my own. Then one month (just before Pride month) the magazine listed this Women's Only party in a former warehouse type place (800-1000 women, four dancefloors, that kind of thing). Curiosity got the better of me and I made the decision to attend that event. Usually once I commit to something in my mind, there is no way back. So on the day of I drove to the city, got there SUPER early, had some beers outside on the lawn (Dutch courage is a thing!), just observing people. I remember queuing in line afterwards, clutching my ticket, feeling definitely intimidated but trying to play it all cool on the outside. Once I made it inside I walked around and made my way to all four floors so I didn't really stop to take everything in for a while, missing that it got much busier. When I returned to the main floor it began packing up with people and suddenly it hit me where I was. All these women (800 of them!), very likely mostly queer, and then little old me in between. I must have looked like a deer caught in head lights and I definitely made wheezing sounds too. But well I was already there and I wasn't about to bolt now, so I spend the rest of the evening sipping drinks and observing everything from the sidelines. Seeing all these women with totally different styles just being happy, celebrating and being themselves and visibly just uninhibited definitely stirred something in me and I felt connected. These are people like me. I got home maybe at 4 am at which point I had already made the decision I was going to head to my first Pride parade the next day. That hadn't been my plan before but i was absolutely sure I wanted to go now. So I was a up and moving again at 11 to head to my first Pride and the feel good factor (in me and at the parade as a whole) was so high that I realised, here is where I belong. Whether inwardly or expressing it out to the whole world but those are my people and a community I am a part of. And I have carried that feeling with me since. I am not screaming these thoughts and my orientation from the rooftops and this is not something I share with everyone, mostly because I am private (funny considering I am spilling it all on here haha) but also cause i don't trust that others won't be judgemental. I do have moments though where I just sprinkle in conversations that I am heading to a Pride parade half-way across the globe or I am watching a gay pairing on TV or that I'm crushing on such and such actress and I feel everyone can draw their conclusions from that. And if they want to ask me more, I won't hide. It took me a long time to get to this point but I'm here now. This isn't something I have achieved through hard work or years of dedication to a craft, like other things one can usually be proud of. This is just me being honest and truthful to myself, living my truth regardless of any outside factors and feeling confident in this part of me. You can display your pride loudly for anyone to see or carry it inside of you. The main thing is to find that pride in the first place and then hold on to it for dear life and not let go.