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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2020-01-17T10:49:41.457587Z
17 days in 2020. It has been a delightful time. I just had 19, which seems like old for me at the moment. I'm not yet used to it. It has been resourceful. I get to spend a lot more time with friends and I missed it. It has been a time of self taught, of self love, but despite all it has been a time of love. I want my 2020 to be full of opportunities.
Date: 2019-07-10T01:31:55.128093Z
Coming back home was hard for me. I left a growing youth group ...a church family that loved me and appreciated me enough to pay a good salary...it really made me angry that I had to stop my life to take care of a man who I hadn't spoken to in years...but I did. My dad had just had open heart surgery. My mother was so overwhelmed and my kid sister was working so hard in her new job that there wasn't a lot of time left to help out. The house was falling apart...the medical bills were mounting...dad needed a lot of care and then my mom got sick...it was one of the strangest periods of my life. I had just turned 21 and after settling in and stablizing everything at home...my thoughts drifted to my church family. Walking back into my old church felt very different. I was older...it seemed smaller and now there were two congregations under the same roof. One Spanish...One English...two Pastors, but the Spanish one was an associate who worked closely with my Pastor. There was so much to get used to and so much had changed...especially Niki. She was no longer this 12 year old tomboy - she was a 17 year old stunning young woman. She had grown into her figure. Her hair was down to the middle of her back. She had curves and a sensual kind of swing like most Latin girls do and her legs...dear God... they were long and up to her neck. She had the whitest teeth I had ever seen and when she smiled it was like someone had kissed my eyes.
Date: 2022-10-20T11:37:53.202030Z
Lost and found. We loose things everyday, sometimes we find them and sometimes we never do. What is the most important part is when we loose ourselves. Where do you look to find the pieces of you that you are creating and empty space in the very core of your being. I constantly seem to loose myself, and then spend days resenting myself for having lost certain integral parts of my being. Recently I lost my sense of hope. I have always been an optimistic person, a risk taker and true entrepreneurial bombshell. But as my business slumps to a devastating halt, I find myself giving up on my creative abilities and inner zest which I had once started the business with. What can one do when you are constantly bombarded by various people and their opinions on how your shop should run. Family members all have their views on what should be done, and then there is the reality of the day to day that I am unable to stomach. My bottom line leave a pit at the very bottom of my stomach. Here is where I search for my unwavering hope and faith in myself and in my skill set. However the biggest factor is setting a boundary in my mind as to take peoples opinions with a open mind and not let it distort the very potential of the business that I had envisioned. Things, tangible things can be lost and we can go on and on about how we miss that hair brush or that car cover. But when a part of your personality of being a hopefully optimistic person is lost, where does one search and find that piece of you ? I realised that I was wrong about it being lost, my hope. It’s was never lost, it was just suppressed beneath all the chatter in my head that I started to believe. Don’t believe everything that you think. You need to seperate the thoughts that propel you forward from the ones that hold you back. Being cautious is mandatory, however being completely hard on yourself for no apparent reason based on the opinions of others is no way to run a business. Lost and found. Is a game you play with yourself . When you loose a part of yourself. Don’t search for answers outside, look within your mind and your heart and you will find the very thing that you lost. And sometimes that hope that you find, brings a nee perspective to the very problem you were dealing with. As a snake sheds it’s skin, people shed their thoughts and beliefs to build new ones everyday! Lost and found. A game in your mind in perpetuity. Learn to love the game, and your life will change.