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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-08-01T02:52:17.563505Z
I handed her the bottle..."courtesy of Lisa," I said. "Please tell her I said thank you." "Right now?" I smiled. "No, silly...NOW you open the bottle to let it breathe and get over here and help me by making the salad." "Sounds like a plan to me." I said as I took off my coat then washed my hands. We had creamy spinach chicken over angel hair pasta and a handsome ceasar salad prepared by our very own hands. For dessert she had stopped at Juniors and got a couple slices of strawberry cheesecake. She loved to cook and set a table and make an evening of it all. I can barely make a tv dinner without burning down the house so it felt good to just watch her dance around the kitchen like a ballerina. It was all so very easy and comfortable. We talked and laughed all throughout dinner and I kept thinking how lucky I was to just spend time with her. While she poked at the crust of the last bit of her cheesecake, I said, "You really made a wonderful meal Jo, thank you so much." "You're welcome. Thank you for making the trip here. I know it was a long one." "Some things are worth it." I said. She smiled then suggested we move our conversation to the living room. As she refilled our wine glasses I asked her about the film she had left to work on the year before when we first met. Had it come out yet? Did she like the end result? "Yes, it's already out," she said. "It was a small indie film I shot in Cananda." "I've never been there, but I'd like to visit. I've heard it's gorgeous." "It was really cold and rainy during shooting," she said, "but I loved the script and I have always wanted to work with the director plus my co-star was so......uhm" "Handsome?" I interjected. "Beautiful." She finished. "Oh really?? Did ya get to kiss her?" I joked. "Uhm...yes and no." She replied. "Oh this is going to be interesting," I said "How did you manage that?" Did you use a body double?" She paused for a second and I could see the wheels turning in her head. "You see, my lips were involved, but my mind was somewhere else." "Please don't ruin this for me and tell me that Brad Pitt was there." I joked. "You're SUCH a punk," she laughed as she pushed at my shoulder..."HE wasn't ... you were." She blurted. Everything went silent and my jaw dropped open. "Excuse me? Can you say that one more time?" She lowered her head and sighed a heavy sigh..."I don't know if this is obvious to you or not, but I like you ... REALLY like you." It hit me like a ton of bricks when she said it. I mean, we had always flirted and joked, even in our letters, but I had always thought she was just way out of my league so I had resigned myself to just being her friend. But at that moment I could feel my voice soften and my guard slowly came down. "I like you too Jo. I think you can see that. No doubt since the first day we met. You've probably had quite a few people tell you just how beautiful you are over the years. I guess the difference when I say it is ... that I am not only referring to your looks." With her head still down I saw the corners of her mouth raise up a little. "Thank you for saying that." "I will never lie to you Joanna." She looked up after a few seconds and those beautiful hazels of hers were glistening a little. I moved closer to her and put my arm around her shoulder and then she buried her face in my neck. I could feel her wet eyelashes blinking on my skin and we just sat there for the next few moments...just breathing...together.
Date: 2019-05-15T02:38:17.962794Z
I wonderIs love always good? Does the bad make it better? Can love be eternal? Why do we love? We live and love For the warmth, for the thrill Can we love more than we love ourself? Let go, love, the good and the bad will make it all right.
Date: 2019-09-27T00:54:16.357467Z
Hi guys, Today, I thought I would share a little bit of my personal story... 3 years ago, I fell into a identity crushing intense depression. In short, I had no idea what I wanted to do with university, my father had just kicked me out after learning I was gay and along with that I felt like a burden to my mom (she was trying to recover from cancer and had no choice but to take me in) My dad had custody of me and my brother while my mom was working abroad and sending us money. Anyhow, I ended up living with her for the first time ever. She had only lived alone and was so used to having her own routine and things that is made our relationship toxic. My brother had moved out and was living his life. No one knew about it. I had isolated myself completely. I had no friends, no family. I couldn’t even rely on my own self. My anxiety got so bad that I had developped stomach inflamation problems that still follow me to this day. I would have daily panic attacks. I was in pain. I had never felt sadness like this before, I literally thought that no one loved me and I became a slave to my own mind constantly putting myself down. The truth was: I had lost myself and my identity to depression See, for so long I had identified myself with my depression, with my family problems, with my anger towards my dad, my fear of failure, my guilt towards my mom, to my autocritical self and to my thoughts. I had made this mental construct of this poor girl, crying herself to sleep, hoping all the pain she felt would evaporate the next day. I was constantly living in this state of alertness and stress as if my mind was trying to recreate all the horrible events that I had gone through. As if, my body had gotten used to the feeling of being miserable. As if my body and mind, both were addicted to the toxic emotions and thoughts. It’s been a year now and I live with my 2 amazing roomates, in our cute appartment. I’m not afraid to be my authentic self anymore, I try to spread love everywhere that I go, I try to be a helping hand for everyone that struggles. I want to be a healer that is all. I try not to let the worlds negativity affect me as much as before. I am falling with myself all over again and it feels really good! Do I wish things would has happen differently? My answer: No. Let me tell you why: “IN ORDER TO REACH THE HEIGHTS, YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO FACE THE DEPTHS.” Ps: yes I am getting this tattooed on my arm Please Listen to me when I say that YOU have to be the one rooting FOR yourself! You have to to trust your potential! THE ONLY LIMITS THAT WE HAVE ARE THE ONES THAT WE SET FOR OURSELVES! Start trusting yourself and the Universe! Life will give you whatever experience is necessary for the evolution of your consciousness. Pss: To everyone reading this, I love you. - Sisi